And to think I used to like interacting with people.

I dont like it anymore. Its a pain in the ar** and I dont really want to please you ~_~ GO AWAY. I think my 4 months+ in Kelly's has changed me. Sure you get to meet lots of people but...

I now REALLY want to work in a lab.

 

[ filling my soul | Lament of the Highborne ~ <3 ]

I've been on hiatus for awhile now... Im sorry for not being online at all and for never being on msn. Am currently at my aunt's place in Melbourne, coming back to noise was especially difficult for me >.< I hate it much.... but theres nothing I can do.

*waves* I miss you all. Send me nice music? ^^

<3
ai

== Gozen will not be updated much from now on until I get my life settled and sorted out. Thanks for everything <3 Love you all~ ==

owns my soul.


I cant live without it now.

[ filling my soul | 風 ~ Kagrra,]

Coming soon!
192kbps rips of Shizuku completed last night. Ripped specially for my friends who've been awesome so far. Will upload once the stupid server is back on broadband level.

Listened to it a few times now, and I must say the songs are lovely. Very much along the lines of うたかた. Review next!

I picked up my copy of Shizuku from Rinoa today with Justin ^__^ It came with a poster too! The dvd of Shizuku PV was ok? I mean, I think Utakata was better ^^:;; Full review coming up! When I figure out the romanji for the tracks >.<


Justin came back on Tuesday~ ^__^ Im super happy lol. We've been playing Katamari the whole day >.> hahahaaa omg I love it. Like seriously. He bought me a tablet! and a webcam <3 and well, a PS2 ^_^ hence the Katamari-ness. Lol.

Heading off to bed~ will review Shizuku soon!

[ filling my soul | Ano Saka wo Noboreta ~ Kagrra, ]

Announcing the release of...

雫～shizuku～!

Kagrra,'s 4th full length album. I cant wait for my copy to arrive!!!! *floats on clouds* I will be reviewing the album as per usual ^__^ Oh god, I cant wait. Mine should arrive tomorrow or something. Its my most anticipated album of the year. Will probably be ripping it for my friends if they want it~

BUY Shizuku HERE!

I watched L'Arc's 15th Anniversary Live a few days back and when hyde ran off the stage towards the audience, the fans were like falling all over themselves trying to reach him. Just to grab or touch his hand~ It made me think of how touching hyde must feel like touching god himself... Im not a huge fan of hyde, but the feeling would amount to the same thing. Seriously. I watched the entire live concert as a fangirl. The Live dug up the dormant fangirl in Lin that only comes out when she watches good live performances. It was nostalgic and the performance was great. I miss their old music and watching them perform live. Yuki... was absolutely WONDERFUL live. WONDERFUL. I could sit and watch him drum the entire concert and forever more. Its scary watching his hands [the sticks] fly. I want his drumsticks... I want his drum kit. Heck, I want him. Lol. Have you ever observed Yuki's drums set-up? Its about the most massive ever <3 Laruku is still very much at the top skill-wise~ Everyone should watch Ibara no Namida live. Any version will do. Better still make it the Yuki angle GCC version. Thank you Faye for sending the dvds to me *chu* An Cafe is so cute Im dying of a sugar-overdose.

Oh yeah and its Valentines Day today! ^__^ haha~ So... did anyone get anything for anyone else? i.e. gf/bf/bestfriend? Here's wishing all my friends a very happy v day!!! ^__^ I love you baby~ I also love my joint-owners Lu and Rinna, my Fayefaye, Momochan, Shuie, Karat, Noa-kun, Grainne, my perasan-as-hell sister Shiyame -.-, and my "big bro" Dre. V day wishes also to my uni friends Jac, Kels, JV, et, Tai, Yang, Amali~~ Thanks for being there for me when I needed it most & for making my uni days superfun. I miss Macquarie....

Happy Valentines Day Kagrra,!!! I love you all!!!! *muaxxx* Always and forever!!!

Good Luck Shaman! I wish I was in Japan you lucky thing!!! Hope your wife gets through the exams without any problems ^__^

NCIS is Love too ^_^ I wonder if Jac misses it XDDD


**I have to reupload music into my radioblog... >.> damn yoyo must have reset itself again. Any suggestions? I'll have to remember to upload some soon.

[ filling my soul | Haiiro no Hitomi ~ Shiina Ringo & Kusano Masamune ]

Its Nao's birthday tomorrow!!! ^___^

I've already been working at Adelaide Proteomics Centre for a week+~ and well, its getting less boring compared to the 1st few days of "work". Its a fairly small place with only a few people running it. They're nice and really helpful. Work has been draining me out... Its tough working 2 jobs at once. I now wonder how Lu managed it... ^^ I work everyday of the week with weekdays almost hitting 10 hours every day. Theres hardly any time for myself especially when I work nights at the jap restaurant ~__~ I really need to vent. as in REALLY NEED. I cant do that right now since Im supposed to be positive about everything [mind you, I try]. The weather sucked majorly today... Im sure it hit 39 degs x___x I hate the heat.

ok~ I actually meant to write more but am not feeling up to it now. Feeling extremely moody right now. bleh. might continue this later or something. oh whatever. i need to talk to someone.

Leftover downloads from my LJ playlist requests:
*please note that the music uploaded below are in no way my favourites nor am I recommending them... besides the Akeboshi song, which I love ^^

http://www.savefile.com/files/463081
wind ~ akeboshi

http://www.savefile.com/files/463127
da pump ~ bomb a head!

http://www.savefile.com/files/463245
ayaka hirahara ~ reset

http://www.savefile.com/files/463235
baroque ~ tight

[ filling my soul | Utakata ~ Kagrra, ]

What do I miss about Sydney? Hmm, I would say I miss the fact that I lived 10 minutes from the city. I miss the much cooler weather ^^ I miss the look of Sydney's surroundings and the harbour, which was within walking distance [ok its quite a distance], the familiarity of the place, Chinatown, Kinokuniya, SES!!!! Omg there's no SES shop in Adelaide!!! WHY??? I miss my uni too [mostly because of the broadband tho ^^;;] and my uni friends.

Otherwise... Im in Adelaide. A place I want to be because of who I have there. Its different here. Something I expected yet never expected to hit so hard ^^; I knew it was going to be a smaller place... just not... this small? I think the difference is partially linked to the landscape here. The dry, sparse, native growth and stuff~ Something I dont appreciate much because I've always preferred lusher, tropical forest-ish ecosystems. The sun is more intense here. Which reminds me... I need to buy sunblock~ sigh. I wont pretend to say it didnt scare me when I first arrived. It did. Quite abit. Ok, so I arrived on a TERRIBLY hot day and the bus that we took back to where Im staying had a problem with its air conditioning, and since its supposed to be an air-conditioned bus, the windows were not "openable" ~__~ I nearly passed out. The half hour trip felt like an eternity. But yeah, Adelaide scared me...

I'm currently working in a Japanese restaurant 30mins from the city and even further away from where I'm staying. Its near the beach [which I've not explored yet since I've always just headed straight to work]. Its a small contemporary Jap restaurant with a nice bunch of waitresses+waiters connected to the neighbouring msian-thai restaurant since they share a similar owner. I get yummy msian/thai food everytime I work ^^ Not Japanese food tho =( Its a pretty busy restaurant and business is good~ people are fun and most customers are pretty nice.

I get depressed alot more easily here... its a quiet, lonely place since I dont have many friends. Although I do have about 4 or 5 workmates I know staying in the same building. I've met up with Rinoa [previously known as Fire Angel on Pieces, Ruinfea/Jyojyoushi on LJ] a fellow ex-mod [I've just given up being a moderator on Pieces coz well, Im not into Laruku anymore~ sorry]. We met up for lunch and went around checking out the manga/anime/jrock shops around Adelaide city including the place she works ^^ It was really fun. Rinoa's this really cute, cheerful, bubbly thing~ so darned cute ^_^ Oh yeah, I should mention that she's my one and only Australian friend. lol. As in Aussie and well... non-asian.

Oh yeah~ Merry Christmas everyone!!! ^___^ Im working again today~ since Im bored >.> lol. Hope everyone has a good one with lotsa fun and presents yah? Its like damn cold today *sniffles* Boxing day shopping tomorrow MIDNIGHT!!! Wanna join me? ^___^ hahaha!

Chasing Cars
http://download.yousendit.com/68BB2EEF4A2F6EED  
Snow Patrol

We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

[ filling my soul | Utakata ~ Kagrra, ]

OMG The new single is out!!!!! Thanks to momo-chan, I now have it [she so kindly ripped her single! <3 THANK YOU MOMO!] but its in wma tho, so until I get mp3s, I wont be uploading/sending them around just yet~ I uploaded tracks 1 and 2 in my Radioblog!!! <-- its on my sidebar if you're still blur.

Utakata is GREAT. I love it. I loved it immediately the moment I heard Isshi sing... I think I prefer Utakata to Sakebi, but Sakebi's still good ^_^ Single was released on the 22nd of November. I dont have it coz... well... I've got no money =( until I start working, I wont be buying anything much =((( *sigh* But Im looking forward to Kagrra,'s next album which would be out on Valentines Day! ^o^ Now THAT I gotta have! <3 Oh dang I cant torrent right now ~__~

Utakata
Type A [Limited Edition] :: BUY   
Type B [Limited Edition] :: BUY

[ filling my soul | ukigumo ~ kazoku ]

Exams start on Friday for me~ I just checked my seat numbers & thought I'd update with the timetable as per usual ^__^ Wish me luck!

Unit	Date	Exam Time	Duration
CBMS880 Selected Topics in Biotechnology	Fri 17 Nov	13:50	3 hrs
CBMS833 Functional Proteomics	Fri 24 Nov	09:20	2 hrs
BIOL377 Environmental Microbiology & Bioresources	Wed 29 Nov	09:20	2 hrs

*or at least I think BIOL377 is a 2 hr thing >.>

Its weird... everytime when its nearing exam period I start feeling an itch for Photoshop-ing >.< Strange. That happens all the time... I start wanting to make a layout or something~~~~ *gnaws at hand*

I'm moving to Adelaide next month... My aunt is against it, but theres nothing she can do I guess, since I've already made up my mind. I've not told her the exact date yet tho >.> and I'm kinda afraid of breaking it to her~~ sigh. At least my mom has no problem with my move.